Sunday, October 5, 2014

Difficult

听到你的消息就好像是把埋葬好的东西再挖出来然后再想办法埋在别的地方。。。。。

如果当初我们都不放弃,我们又多了一个月。。。。。

你走了,走了一个月。。。。。想你的时候还是会拿出你自己亲手做的卡片,全世界只有一张的。。。。。

看了你写的承诺,卡上的内容,心又痛了,泪也流了。。。。。

我不是已经放手了吗,为什么还会这样?

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Lost

不知不觉已经三个星期了。。。。。

Everything felt so yesterday, but is alr 3 weeks and is just like 5 more days to the 4th week.

It still hurt so bad, looking at the things you gave on different occasions.......

Trying so hard to live by..... But the time is barely moving and is so slow. 

I didn't know just by re reading a card made by you can bring back so much, yet I can't , can't stop reading it. 

Is the one and only DIY thing you did for me, and it meant so much. You wrote so much things on it. Why didn't you fulfill them. 

3 weeks felt like 3 months. 

Every single things I do , I cant help but to relate it back to you........

我们都停在原地了,谁要来拉我一把。
谁能告诉我,下一步要往哪走?

失去了你,我已经不知道要怎么走了。。。

This time I am really lost.......... 

Why?